I'm just a fool on a journey seeking after Gnosis.
I share my tarot readings,quotes from my favorite Gnostic gospels,my insights,and my dreams.
I'm still very much learning. Come learn with me.
Monday, October 29, 2012
A Blind Fool Learning to See
I see my ego manifest everywhere.
For example I unconsciously make snarky comments in facebook threads when issues that are
dear to me are attacked but I consciously know that I DON'T know all
there is,that the reasons people form certain opinions that I may not
like are varied because life is complicated. The wise man remains
In information heavy conversations involving
statistics,meanings of words, possible motivations,historical events
e.t.c. there I might know better than another but often I really haven't
formed a solid conscious opinion one way or the other in regards to the
broader issue yet I still make a snarky comment. Even an overtly angry
These comments are a reflex of my ego and made without
thinking. If I thought very carefully about everything I said and
reflected on where my anger came from before hand I would likely not say
anything at all.
The good news is that now this is much less common
for me and its getting a little less so everyday still I have this
overwhelming feeling that the choice of having a facebook page or a blog
at all is ego driven.
I must deny my ego control if I am ever to get well and unite with divinity.
I am just a blind fool on a journey towards becoming a Holy Fool.
just a man at the roots of the Tree of Life climbing up the trunk
towards the Crown.
I am just a Gnostic searching for the Divine Spark within.